A New Day

To state the obvious, this is my first blog. It was late this night that I was watching Sex and the City and kept thinking that just like Carrie, I needed to write out my so-called dating life. Unfortunately for me, I am not in "the city". But boy, I do have just as many issues as Carrie did. I hope that like Carrie I can give some advice and help others that are going through the same things I am. 


So, first off. About me. I am anonymous. But, you can just call me Blair. To protect the innocent and well, sometimes guilty, I will not reveal the real names of people that are written in this blog. I live down in Dixie Land and I love it. Don't get me wrong, I am a city girl. My go to city is NYC. But, the South is just somthin' else. 


So, here's my first "issue":
I got to thinking here tonight that I need more men in my life. Not boys or guys, but men. I am what you would call a "fag hag". I am very much a part of the arts and well, I just seem to pick up many gay friends on the way. If any of you readers don't have a gay guy friend, go seek one. You need a Stanford or an Anthony. You won't regret it. Scouts honor!
I have this guy friend, who we'll call Nate, that I've kept in touch with since high school. (I'm post HS ). Yes, I have kept in touch for many years. We met my senior year of high school. We always knew of each other but we ran in different circles. I was in the arts, he was in the sports. The only reason we got to know each other is because of some community service that we did together. So from then on out we kept in touch. In high school I always had a little bit of a crush on him. He was the cute popular guy who played sports but also had that sensitive side since he was a singer. At some point in time and really I can't remember when, we exchanged numbers. And that was it. For me, everything seemed to be on overdrive. Sure, I dated in high school, but this was it. He was perfect. We both had the same morals, we had so much in common but, he just didn't want to date. I was crushed. No matter, we still kept in touch. Graduation came and we both went our ways. He stayed in state while I went far across to another state. Within the first semester he had a girlfriend. No shock to me because he knew how to flirt and use his cute southern charms. Fast forward to the next semester. He has broken up with this girlfriend and then all of the sudden, he's talking to me again.


that's all for tonight. my eyes can't stay open for much longer.


here's to a night in another city.


-B