Well, my life has been complety consumed 100% by school and theatre. I got to be in one of my dream shows at the beginning of the semester. It was amazing. (and if I hadn't mentioned before, I do do theatre). Couldn't have asked for anything less...
On the guy front, there's good news... and bad news.
Bad news: Nate has a girlfriend. I was wondering why I wasn't hearing from him anymore. I figured that because he's doing his music, he's too busy to talk. Well, guess not. I swear he tends to down grade when he dates a girl. What's funny is, right when I got cast in the show I was in, he said he really wanted to come here to see me in the show, and to show him around town. I guess right after that he met his new girl. And it's too bad I don't hear from him. I was really bummed when I saw his relationship status chance on facebook. And thank you Adele for writing a perfect song. If I ever see him, I'll sing it for him. And maybe he'll get the picture. We've always been close friends even when he's seeing a girl. Oh well. Life goes on.
OH. By the way: I remember him telling me at one time he just didn't have time at all for a girl in his life. HAH. Guess things change.
Good news: I've sort of met another guy...ish. Listen, it's really hard meeting straight guys in the theatre world. So in one of my theatre classes, this guy, whom I'll call Charles (or Chuck. Currently obsessed with the character on GG) sits right next to me. Pretty good looking. Not Ryan Gosling or anything. But a nice guy. Fratstar. Sarcastic. I don't think I've ever been into a guy who is sort of like me. In the way I'm not ever serious about anything. So, maybe it's a good thing. We'll see where this leads... and hopefully I'll update my blog more often.
anddd... the UGLY: Nothing to do with a guy, but I must vent. One of my room mates thinks that everything revolves around her. There is nothing more I hate than people who think that. She's always trying to tell me and the other room mates what to do. As if she were our mom. HAH! But, I ignore her 99% of the time. No need to deal with her petty problems.
here's to night day in another city
-B
Well, life. It's been crazy. Traveling from home to another state. Moving out of one apartment, while staying at a friends until I can actually move into my house. (It's on 5th Ave. Perfect, right?) Of course, it's not the 5th Ave. in NYC. Not by a long shot! But the house is really cute.
Not a whole lot going on the guy front... Talk has been really limited with me and Nate. He's always off doing his thing. I've gotten a few texts here and there. Nothing home to write about. Maybe with this new semester something or someone will come along...
Oh, let me add. Being back here is so nice. Everyone is SO friendly! It's a nice change of scenery.
Anyway.
Here's to a night in another city...
-B
Sheesh! I've had so much going on recently that I haven't had time to sit and write. Well, after I jammed with Nate, I didn't see him again. We've just barely talked since then. I'm not sure what to think of it at all. For me, it didn't seem like closure. But, if that's all I get then oh well. I asked if he was going to be back in town soon, but it wouldn't be until I was back at school.
My trip to Cali was amazing. Perfect weather, wine wine wine, hippies, hipsters and vodka tasting. Also, got burnt to a crisp at the beach. That will teach me not to wear sunscreen.
Randomly, a guy that I went on a few dates with (Jeff- refer back to posts in May) started to talk to me on facebook. I thought, how nice! (really, not sarcastically!) We hadn't talked in a while, but he has had a girl friend. Things turned awkward fast. Just as they were when we dated. Oh well.
Maybe being back at school will clear my head of this silliness called boys!
Here's to a night in another city...
-B
Well, this has been quite the interesting past two days. Yesterday Nate and I were planning on going to a bar last night to get drinks. Well, him being the typical him, never responded back about where we were going to meet. Sigh. Then later that night he sent me a text saying sorry I never answered but hey, I'm going to lunch with [insert other friend] and you should come too. So, today I finally saw him after... maybe a year. At first thought our plan was to meet at noon at a restaurant but then we didn't hear from the other friend and he told me we should just hang out after his gig tomorrow night. Well dummy, I already told you I'm going out of town!! And, I had already gotten dressed up all nice AND did my hair. So, there was no way I was not going to see him. Luckily it did work out. After lunch we went down to a lake in my city to "jam". Although his definition of "jam" is listening to him sing and play guitar. It was fun, at least we spent time together. But, it was getting reaaaalllly hot. He had to leave anyway to see some relatives so that's when the fun ended. He said he'd "maybe" see me tonight but we alllll know what that means.
So, that's it for now... perhaps another entry later...
Here's to a night day in another city...
-B
Well, today Nate is in town. Anyone want to take bets that he will blow me off again? He's staying for a while, but Thursday I'm headed out west (to my least favorite state) to visit a relative. Which I am really excited about though. I'm not much of a west coast girl. I prefer the east.
here is the short conversion I had with Nate yesterday:
me: So are we going to hang out when you're here?
nate: if you want!
[[in my head]]: no, stupid I was asking for the hell of it. sarc / Hello, YES.
me: yeah def
-end of convo-
seriously...?
todays entry is just a short one. please feel free to leave comments!
here's to night day in another city
-B
I got to thinking last night when I was watching SATC, what did the guys think when Carrie wrote about them in her newspaper column? I've watched every episode and really I can't remember ever her talking about whatever happened. Did they hate it? Were they flattered?
I began to think about this because, what if Nate or any of the other guys stumbled across this and realized that I was talking about them. Flattered? Or freaked? So if any of you guys that I have mentioned accidently have stumbled across this, YOU SHOULD BE FLATTERED. (IMO). So here's the truth. And maybe now you can understand what a women's mind thinks. You are the only men (except the gay guys, love y'all!) who I have held interest in. Nate, you are the closest. I've always considered you a really close friend, but let me tell you, you sure as hell seem to blur the line sometimes.
So thanks Carrie, for never, ever showing us what the men thought. Mr. Big? Aiden? I'd like to know, thanks.
To close this evening's blog, I leave you this SATC quote, "When men attempt bold gestures, generally it's considered romantic. When women do it, it's often considered desperate or psycho".
Here's to a night in another city...
-B
To all readers: there was one little thing I forgot to mention about Nate and the possibility going to see him, in which I got a lame excuse. He asked me to sing a duet(s) with him because he was playing a show that night. I got really, REALLY excited about that because I haven't sung any country on stage before. Of course though, the only duet I could think of us doing is "Jackson" ( by Johnny Cash and June Carter). And even if that was the only song I didn't mind at all. So now you see why I was very disappointed.
Whenever I'm back home and I see my old friends they always ask, "Blair, are you still friends with Nate?" Why yes friends, I still am. They think he's a real jerk for never seeing me. I get their point, but they also don't ever talk to him. As I had mentioned before, we really have never ran in the same circles so I would have no reason to see him when he was back in town. (Except obviously I want to).
There was this one time where I did get really mad, because he did blow me off. He was in town and I said you know, "hey lets hang out!" and I think he said he couldn't because he was with family, or something that did not include hanging out with friends. So, whatever. I decided to go to dinner with another friend. Funny how things work out. He just happened to be at the same restaurant with some friends. Wow. So I text him and say, "hey Nate, turn around. I can see you". Yeah that sounds creepy but come on, seriously? Stop with the excuses! He finally sees that he saw me and does nothing. Whatever. Boys suck.
that's all for tonight.
here's to a night in another city...
-B
